What is that all about?

So last week I wasn’t feeling very well.  I couldn’t put my finger on the exact nature of my illness; I was just “off”!  I felt a bit light-headed, but not really dizzy and there was slight pressure around my eyes, but no headache.  The symptoms came and went – as did the “worst case scenario” meter, which has set up permanent residence in my imagination!  I ping-ponged back and forth between having a brain tumor or detached retina!

What is that all about?

I’d like to tell you this is a “one off” situation for me, but truthfully it’s not.  Usually I go directly to cancer!  And it makes no difference where the ailment has manifested itself, it MUST be cancer.  Forget the fact that there is no history of cancer in my family – I must be setting a precedence.

What is that all about?

There is a history of Alzheimer’s Disease in my lineage however, so you can imagine what I do when I forget something, find myself trying to recall just the right word, or wonder around the house looking for my glasses!  I make sure my long-term health care is paid up!

What is that all about?

So, the only thing that gets me off the “worst case scenario” track is to tell someone what I’m worried about.  We usually then discuss the details of the symptoms and discern it’s most likely not a life or death situation.   My friend then pats my hand and says not to worry, but if it does end up being something of concern, they’ll be right by my side!

I wasn’t quite sure what to title this posting.  It certainly isn’t too profound is it?  But maybe this happens to some of you as well!  I mean I believe God watches over me and is with me through it all – then why do I still go to the dark side when I can’t immediately explain away the unexpected.  

Ahhh----- maybe it’s the “human condition”!

Oh yes, the brain tumor is in remission and my retina repaired – without surgery even.